PRECEDING: Junk-Mail Heart
By saturatedloneliness6
***This was written BEFORE Junk-Mail Heart, and i figured it would help
shine a light on what i was saying in that poem. Enjoy!***
A love that you'll never replace...
It's what I want
What I yearn for every second
Of my
Still-feeble-yet-robust
Life...
I thought I found it once
But he turned out to be
Merely
A loser
Who never even knew what love was...
[[ Okay...
So I'm here.
Take me now.
Or forever regret it. ]]
I'm freely handing my heart over
To the one I believe is going to take good care of it.
I trust I'm not just being naive
And handing him my still-beating heart
That he's going to break into a thousand pieces...
Just looking at him
Sends my heart into a-flutter
And my doubts about this
All seem to disappear
Into that never-ending blackness
That we all call love
[[ There's no explaining love
You only feel it...
And
The feeling is so indescribable
That you can hardly breathe
Under the pressure on your chest ]]
I'm hoping and praying that he knows
That i dont want some
School-girl
Lets-go-out-and-break-up-tomorrow
Crush
That i want the real thing
The
Home-run
Kiss-until-the-sun-goes-down
Never-ending
Over-the-fence
Crazy-like
L.O.V.E.
That I've always dreamt I'd have.
Please
Love
Tell
Me
You
Are
Considering
Forever
Please
Tell
Me
I'm
Not
Insane
Lie to me
Lie to me.