Disillusioned

Your body calls to me
Your words captivate me
Disillusioned in your eyes
But deep inside me an illusion lies
Trying to find the imaginary ties
That bind your soul so closely to mine
Dreaming of times when I tried to hide
From signs saying without your love, I would die
In my mind...
Its hard to describe...
The feeling of your soft lips pressed against mine gives me a sexual high
Thats otherwise impossible to find
But nothing is impossible...
Have I ever taken time and thought this thru?
Maybe not cuz just so easily fall for u
I call it love so thats exactly what u call it too
Disillusioned in a dream, in a trance, in a haze
How could someone make me feel like this in soo many ways?
Have u broken my seal?
Could u possibly be real?
Soo many questions in this hole of loneliness that I rest in could easily make me believe my soul could be destined
With yours...
U sleep with me at dusk
I fawn over u til dawn
I fall over myself in the morning when I realize you're...
Gone...
My body calls to u
My words captivate u
Disillusioned in my eyes
But deep inside u an illusion lies
U are a lie
An illusion in my mind
Will the day come that I find
The one who finally will be mine?...