This Love was the death of me

To whom ever it may concern:

This love was the death of me
I was suppose to be your girl
Your one and only
But there was many more

You cheated
You lied
You betrayed me

Your touch once gentle became rough
Your taste once sweet is now bitter
Your voice once soft and calming now scares me
Your laugh makes knots in my stomach

I loved you with everything I had
Was I not pretty enough
Or did I need to lose a couple pounds
Maybe it was the way I dressed
Maybe it was just me over all

But I want you to know
This love I had for you is now the death of me

When they put me in the ground
Do not shed those fake tears
Because the many nights I have cried over you
When you seemed not to care
You where not worth those tears I wasted
And you do not deserve to cry over me
Cause you where not there
When I need you the most

But it seems that this love is the death of me because
No matter how much I tried
Your face never seemed to escape my dreams

Goodbye to whom ever it may concern