Turning back

Stuck in a situation that i have stpidly chosen
It brings my mind to shock, my mouth in studder, and body frozen
giving my stupidity aay as charity
I wish someone would drag me into clairity
Though i feel i havent done anything wrong
everywhere i go i dont belong

I wish there was a way to gain the trust that was lost
take away all the heartache and pain that i cause
take away my life and restart fresh and new
im hated by many and known by few
i know im dumb and i screwed up my life
i wish i could go back so i dont live in strife

i wish i had the answeres to stay alive
into a blackened pool, i close my eyes and dive
struggling as i begin to drown
i wish someone would give me their hand and pull me to ground