Buy This and Believe

One day away or near, you will pay
For this upheaval of my most valuable ways.
Getting even, promising promises that are not to come true,
I have begun to assimilate these lies arriving from you.
Coming to an understanding of how I could have so foolishly believed
My ignorance, I wish, will be stolen away by those faithful thieves.
One horribly traumatic concept I do not want to face,
thoughts I have wished entangled amongst freshly tatted lace.
The anguish you bore upon me will soon be replaced
As I vehemently return them to your encumbered space.
I made the choice for you to live with this curse
As I methodically plan your righteously earned course.
You will be an unwilling participant in my most horrendous plot,
Murder upon I hereby demand.
Foretold, forewarned you now receive
And I now force this into you, unrelenting in disaster and untold loss, into eternity.
The Gods of the Karma have spoken and you will find,
With that unassuming presence, now so carefully birthed and destroyed,
So eager in present to rekindle our mutual and ever so hot,
The ways we became one in flesh,
Dependent upon the other,
Familiar feelings you wanted to be believed
Knowing, as you deceived me, with no guilt or shame,
Once bought and paid for away you would place.

These sins you will pay for -
This I will claim with an honest ease.
On that day you will learn
Do not fuck with me.

You know who you are.