Awake The kick and the crunch The almighty punch Of reality breaks through Dawn fresh in realisation Is this my station? Alight, I just might Take the next ride out Of this god-forsaken town Find a new light To twinkle and shine I lost my gloss Along the way No joy in this boy Lacklustre skins sweats My hormones rush through Heat rushes disturbing all sleep Leaving me in heap Of wet dawn mess Just to undress Feel your skin Touch mine Would be sweet and sublime Some things are now Don’t ask how The flowers just be Is not for me Such simplicity Chaos confusion continue to rain Darkening skies in my soul Can’t see no way out of this hole Oh for that break Such sweet release From keeping the peace Without and within You are my sin Lets rock this quo Till there’s nowhere to go But here. Petra Creffield 2007