Comments by roxx777
- "Hello,
thanks my friend -- shinny pearl-- very nice of you.
yes I agree-- if only."
Posted by roxx777 on "Deepest You" by roxx777
- "Thank you, I enjoy very much this type of expression.. As far as my angel, he is gone from my life, that is neither good or bad. I don't write anymore how I suffer angel dust was for him to understand how much I needed him, I don't have a need to put that out as much now I think because I feel grateful to have known love like I did. Many people talk about love and well I just thnk it's personal for the most part. I love beauty inside and out and for me to have felt how I did there was just that perfect balance. His silience is more positive to me than sorrow because this man is of such a value to me, he never lied to me or mislead me in anyway no matter if I asked him things, there were never any harsh words between us, he was such a man that It was easy to be a woman with him. That is priceless to me, I did realize that our paths were about to break and I could not have him in my life like I wanted so much, I am not unrealistic or obessesive because that is selfish and that is not love, true love is more about sacrifice of ones own desires for the happiness of another. I know what I want more than anything from him and that was to feel as if I was special to him in some way and he has done that, his silence is not a curse to me it is a gift telling me he cares enough not to hurt me and say goodbye. Sorry for a long reply our parting is still fresh and I have so much inside of me that needs to come out, thanks again for reading and your comments :)"
Posted by roxx777 on " Transcendence of a womans desire " by roxx777
- "Thank you, I appreciate your thoughts on this poem and that you took the time to read it.:)
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Posted by roxx777 on "Angelic Dust" by roxx777
- "Hey thanks for your thoughts, I want to tell you in a way that you would understand because a lot of people don't.They think it is easy for me because they judge me for my looks or how I act or whatever. I know what I want and it is not easy to find obviously because my idea of love was just asking too much, so I felt that love was just skipping me or teasing me with wasted relationships and I just thought it was never for me. I know what it is to be wanted and that is it. I found my dream, a man that that I could open my heart to and feel free to love for the first time. To feel good about who I was with him, something that was missing alot in my past relationships. I call him my angel because don't laugh, he is very beautiful his looks are like that of an angel his face especially and body. Because of what I do for a living I work out and take care of myself so its important to me for a man to be fit not a beast just in shape, but that wouldn't be enough to make me fall in love trust me on this. His heart is more beautiful, he is very genuine something i want very much in a man very hard to find. We connected in a way that was too good just like a dream and there is so much I could say believe me but there isn't enough words to describe it. We had to part, and the flask is his life, he is royal he does not suffer as I do, He has alot going for him like a king does, I was his perfect match, but now his silence kills me each day, we had to part because of our jobs. But he just disappeared nothing there anymore, I feel as you said like a black spot on his past, I don't know it is strange that it came this way only to leave me like this. I will never be the same person so ignorant of loves power. My heart keeps hoping when I ask it not to, I feel like I am suffocating slowly at times, like I will lose my breath and die. Don't know what else to say, it sounds so dramatic, but this has taught not to think I know what life has in it. It is a mystery to me but whatever happend to me with this man runs so deep into my soul, I feel it on the tip of my tongue at times but it's insane what comes up, he reminds me of things that are so dear to me, a love that I have longed for since i can remember, my brother that past away, my father his personality, myself in away that I never thought i could be like, it was like watching another person oh if you ony knew. Well I think I have wrote you alot, but your comment was the most interesting because you seemed to understand to a degree my pain. Thanks for sharing:)"
Posted by roxx777 on "bête noire" by roxx777
- "Thank you, I appreciate your feedback oops on the typos, I like to write on here, but when you hit save it's done, lol glad I fixed it:) "
Posted by roxx777 on "bête noire" by roxx777
