I have spent my whole life
struggling
through the pain and tears and hatred of confusion
now there is no purpose
Ive lost the battle
and I can't go on pretending theres something I can do
I will never be hapy
I will always be sad
awhile ago i found someone who helped me
he kept my head above the wateres of suicide
he tlaked sensce into me
he made me live
but now he's gone
so why bother living?
Now I'll just let myself sink
to be enternally rest
and the darkness covers me