Reminiscing

Originally written 3/15/00

Fading thoughts of the girl I once was and will never be again. The girl who used to love...HIM. The girl who used to be loved...BY HIM. Who used to be held with the strongest, yet softest arms. Who used to be kissed by the most warmest, gentlest lips. The girl who wants all that back. All that love has descended into hate for him, from him. Yet deep down inside there is till a little love for him. Facing reality, knowing I can't get all that back again, it's over for good this time...

Why? Why must it be that way? Why can't I have that love, those arms, and those lips?

In time I will find that certain someone, somewhere who can fill the void and emptiness in my heart and soul that he has caused.