Muted Screams

Can’t you hear me screaming can’t you see the tears that fill my eyes.
Wanting you to accept me for who I am.
Every thing I do seems. Wrong.
I can’t do anything right in your eyes.
I hate this person inside.
I hate the person I have become for what I have become seems not to please you.
Why is it everyone else can do no wrong or tell no lies what makes them
Special. My heart is screaming out to you but you don’t hear me.
I am wanting just to be loved for who I am and all you do is make me cry. My soul is crying out to you but you choose not to hear me.
Where in my life did I go wrong to make you hate me and to think I have betrayed you.
Can’t you hear me
Can’t you see me crying
Why can’t you just love me
What makes them so special
Where did I go wrong
My heart is falling apart.
I feel like I’m dying inside.
My screams are getting louder I almost can’t hear myself think
How can I make you love me again.
My screams seem to have been muted by lies of others.
This pain in my heart is slowly killing me inside.
Its hurting me more trying to live up to what you want me to be.
And all I want is to be loved by you.