Awaiting Death

As the sun fades the light in my heart goes out.
Your lies have killed me slowly over the years.
You never wanted me , you just took me and used me for your childish games. My heart is gone cold and numb with the pain you caused. Death waits at my door shall I open it and let him in,
Shall I let him take my hand freely.
Letting him take me to a everlasting peace, away from the pain your causing.
Shall I meet him not wanting him to come to me.
With you gone now and all is done the coldness is taking over my soul.
My once warm heart is cold with hate and pain.
This is to much for my fragile heart to bear you are my murder you have taking all I can give.
As I lie here thinking of us, I only think of something dying slowly awaiting for death to come to end the pain.