Learning to hate you

As time goes by I'm learning to hate you
the love that brought us together has died
I still can't sleep
and sometimes I wait for your call
but this fool just won't get it
when I know you won't call.

As time goes by you learned to hate me
you erase any trases of me and what we had.
Funny how I cleing on to what litle is left
when thinking of you I end up hurt
becouse knowing soon I will hear of your new love
I'm finding it harder and harder not to think
now I wish these memmories would die

Months has past and I'm seriously fucking up
But things will get better,
things always get better
it's what I use to tell you
yes, things will get better.

Soon you will leave
gratuation for you is just around the bend
I don't know if I should be happy or cry
I don't know alot of things wether to move on or hold on tight
I know this poems has mistakes in it
readers forgive for I am writting to what comes to me
and what my poor daying heart has to say
I'm finding out I dont really care
to what I'm writting if it hurts you
the trueth has to come out
before I dai and I know it's soon
I wanna say you don't know how much I really love you
you just don't get it
now I'm sure I always loved you more
but this is in the past know
it's time for me to move on and go.

I'm finding out I'm dying inside
my body is tired and my heart is broke
please oh please stop talking about your guy
I see it's nice to be loving you
I wanna leave I wanna go
I wanna start a place of my own
a place to be happy to be free of you
a place were I can find a girl that says I do
the only thing I'm afraid of is finding heart break all over again
why won't I get it? why do I still think of you?
I wish my mind would sleep in peace
along with every single thought of you
and the heart necklas I bought for you,
I fouded on the floor,
in the last place I gave it to you.

You don't have to worry some stranger didn't pick it up
I found it the next day and threw it in the trash were it belongs
now I realize I'm tired of you
and I DON'T LOVE YOU anymore
and thats what hurt me the most I would think
I'm finding it harder to get over you...