GO AHEAD

I want to die, slow and painfully
Make me feel me life leave slowly
Let it burn while I drift away
If im lucky I wont live another day
Push down the knife hard and quick
Or push it in me and let it stick
Let me die now damn it
I cannot handle this shit
Let me scream let me shout
I know this is the only way out
Give me a gun I will pull the trigger myself
Im tired of being an old toy on a shelf
Kill me I know you want to
Go ahead I know what you can do