young love

There are many things that were left unsaid, so many things left undone. Many pains that linger yet, though time drags on and on.
The sight of your face, the smell of your hair, the fading memory of your sweet laughter, sends ripples of pain reverberating through the chasms of my broken soul. The pain I feel day to day will never dim nor fade.
You took my innocent love from me, took all i had to give. You really fucked up what could have been and left me dead inside. The feelings we shared are lost to me, and will never again grow strong.
The mere thought of other women, their beauty and worth unchallenged, fail to stir anything within this soul of mine. Their love i can not feel.
At first I thanked the stars above for giving you to me, but now i damn them every night for what they did to me. They got my hopes up high for once, what was sure to be my fall. They new the score but would not tell until it was just to late. You took my heart, you took my soul, took all i had to give. I loved you like i never knew possible, but pain is all you give.
The world is cold, but you warmed it for me, then nature played its trick. The thawing ice became a sheet of pain, deep enough to smother my soul.