I am all alone

I am all alone,
In this miserable world.
What has recently happened
I’m about to unfold.
But after I tell you,
You’ll wish you’ve never been told.
This little story of love,
Will never get old.

I am all alone,
Without a friend at all.
I had one once
She was pretty but not very tall.
I don’t know what happened,
That day she took a fall.
But I do remember
How it affected us all.

I am all alone,
Left here only to cry.
She was the one for me.
Sometimes I ask God, “Why?”
Why did you take her from me?
And in the silence, I sigh.
And remember the day
I wasn’t even able to say bye.

I am all alone,
And none of that matters.
She’s gone and I’m here.
She loved the sound of rain spatter.
It made her laugh,
I can still see her.
Amazing in almost every way,
I can’t live without her!

I am all alone,
With no one to live for
What was that sound?
Who cares, just someone at the door.
It’s three in the morning,
I can’t sleep anymore.
Fine, Ill see who it is,
The lighting in here is poor.

I am all alone,
And she’s standing right there,
Standing in the doorway in a dress.
I can see your gold-blonde hair
And your eyes like sapphires,
I hate life, it isn’t fair.
This cant be real, I must be dreaming
Of you standing right there.

I am all alone,
And depressed past fixing.
Your image burns deep in my soul.
At my heart it keeps clawing.
I wish you were alive,
My heart is quickly failing.
I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to live.
From life, I seem to be trailing.

I am all alone,
And on the verge of dying.
In weak with pain
This isn’t a joke, I’m not lying.
I need you, need you back
Why did you keep trying;
Keep trying to kill yourself?
In the End, I could not stop crying.

I am all alone,
I thought you were happy;
Happy with me.
At times you were snappy,
But I understood, I let you steam,
Because I thought you loved me.
I wasn’t going to dump you
That rumor was not from me.

I am all alone,
I would never dump you.
We were too close,
You loved me and I loved you to.
Whoever made that rumor,
The false rumor out of the blue,
Will pay for what he did
To me and to you.

I am all alone,
There’s nothing I can do now,
But exist in some way.
To try to exist somehow.
I’m confused. I’m scared.
I need someone now.
Someone who understands the pain
I’ll find that person somehow.

I am all alone,
But I don’t want to be.
I see people walk the other way.
Why don’t they like me?
I’m not bad luck, I’m not a curse.
Why can’t they just see
I’m a normal person?
Dear God, why me?

I am all alone,
But this will not last long.
I’m a good person,
Honest and strong.
I will mourn no more,
Because my life that would wrong.
I’ll just be myself
I won’t be alone for long.