regrets

here i go again
feelings of regret
once again cloud
my mind
why did i have
to be with you
like i have
why did i
fuck you
when i want
another
why did i not
stop myself
knowing full
well that
it will never
last
i wear the gift
that my love
gave me still
all while
i was fucking
you
yeah it was good
yeah it was fun
yeah i loved it
but...
why do i have these
regrets
i did not want you
at this time
you are still
too young
why do i have
regrets of being
in love
why must i find
those that hurt
me like they
do
why why why
can anyone answer
no there is no
one who can
be happy they say
be positive
but how can one be
positive when your
mind is clouded with
regrets