I don’t know how to express this
There’s no simple way
My life has been ruined
That almost perfect day

You made me feel good
Seduction went a ways
Your hand creeped up my thigh
And I didn’t know what to say

I danced with you
Just like any other dance
Nothing felt right
When your hand kept creeping up my pants

I liked the feeling
Of someone taking an interest
I was only fifteen
And you did more than steel a kiss

I followed you
Knowing the feeling wasn’t real
I didn’t know what to do
I didn’t know what to feel

The night went on
Your hands finally telling what I feared
Unzipping my pants
Wanting the night to end here

You kept going
Saying its no big deal its ok
Trying to console me
This is the game you play

Everything was wrong
I felt it inside
You inside me
Made nothing right

Wishing I was some where else
This is my secret to hide
Ill never tell a soul again
Youll never know how much I cried


He went inside
He stole my purity
He went too far
Destroyed my dignity

I felt like shit
But I only blamed myself
If I didn’t do the things I did
I coulda changed everything else

I coulda prevented the pain
Tears would’ve been kept in
Ive bleed so many lies
To keep this a secret from them

My dad started to cry
Ive created a problem
My fathers trying to protect me
He wants to kill him

Theres nothing he can do
All that’s done is done
My mother found out
And said she rasied me wrong

The truth is she didn’t
she raised me better than that
but i ruined sumthing more
ive created a big gap

my familys torn
theres on more trust
who can love
what no one will touch