My Last Warning

The things I hear and see may hurt me,
But I will not do anything or speak.
I will keep everything inside,
I will not whimper or cry.
I will not let anyone know how I feel.
I will not shed a single tear.
No one can help me I am now lost.
People had their chance but failed at their cost.
You may try and save me,
But your just wasting your time and money.
So wont you just let me be?
I always have and always will do what I please.
Sometimes I get lost in a daze
And wonder how my life got this way.
I don’t know much about my past
And I wonder how long my future will last.
My emotions are swirling deep inside,
As I think I am finally losing control of my mind.
The only way I vent my emotions is writing,
Not through talking, and it’s a waste of time crying.
I’ve already tried these methods,
But they don’t work so I write out my message.
I know it’s only a matter of time before I’m gone.
I know now that it won’t me long.

2003