**Lights Out**

Another day washes away like the surfs endless pulse
Left feeling the same no hope for a better tomorrow
Hellish pains not……. all physical, soulless I remain,
Bound by my own prison’s chains of verbal solitude evermore shying away, away from the public’s eye seething to be judged as I often do held low my face will never show laughter and life I once knew I can never go back to, this state of being so honest and pure pushing those who care away…………… behind these bars I can no longer do them harm this is my mind set this way I must stay. Back always to the nearest wall, one less thing to think about one less angle to preview one less enemy to fight off trusting no one bitterness sets in all I do is read write and think of how it should have been
Like Ma’ always said;
“You keep your friends close your enemy’s closer but a women you can never trust”