Joel

One day we met on the phone, and since then I havent felt so alone. Everytime I hear your voice my body starts to tremble, my heart begins to race, my mind slowly drifts, and my legs start to shake and I realize that all your words are far from fake. I wish I could erase the past, the exe's before that I knew woulndt last, the times where I cried myself to sleep at night, afraid of falling out of sight, wondering if their words were true, crying so hard that my face turned blue. Wishing I could just dissappear, leave behind all my childish fears, and dreaming that one day you'll be here; to hold me tight, to take away all of the pain, to kiss me goodnight, and keep me dry when it's pouring rain.