What is wrong with life????

This World

why do i deal
with all this despair
is it worth it
another breath of fresh air

i lose myself
within the dark
lost so deep
cant hear a bark

i tried to run
but failed to hide
the long forgotten feeling
lost deep inside

how do i exist
when all is lost
i want it all to leave
but not at that cost

i want to be free
left alone
but everyones here
someones always home

i want it all to go away
so my lonely self
can come out to play

im sick of this world
in such a way
that it kills me to think
i'll live another day.

i hope i will be freed soon......