Awareness Eternal (fluent self-description -retrospective)

One...
...Thought,
...Is chosen...
...Better the reason, to guard what is spoken...
Only...
...This thought,
...Can Restore...
...All that was lost...

***PANIC... ...eXpression of GRIEF... ...HoLoCauST...***

_]Nightmares,
...Unfurled...
...Tragedy marks day & night in my world...[_
All love, Long gone and Long lost...
All the More reason to Feed every lust!!

_]Evils transform : ...
...Haunted memory,...
...Empty mind-
Better the reason to hide what I find![_

{{Echoes}}...
...of footsteps...
...Worthless,...through Time...
The waste of this resource an Immeasurable crime...
Quality, declined... So quantity, increased...
Everyday, from within, ...Grow more as the Beast!

_]Nightmares,
...All shattered,
...Become as the Day...
Realities,
...as Agonies,
...UNREMARKABLE,..
...TO SAY...[_

Brilliantly faint, last glimmer of Light...
All that is left, is all that can fight.
Light corrosively twisted, So...caustically perverted...
The Fate of the soul the devil has converted

{{Echoes}} ...
...of the mind...
...Emptier still...
The Desire becomes to abandon the Will...
Hope has no meaning, face Fate with regret
Soul has no meaning, devil calls in his debt

_]Emptied,
...EXhausted...
{{Echoes}} now only, in an open mind...
Left with a Body, feeble shell, still waiting through Time...[_
In violence, in peace...in prosperity, in plague...
The soul never dies, but poisons with age...

The soul, still the Treasure...Forgotten, still there...
The Heart cannot hold what it is Unable to bear
The devil, truly Fearsome, The devil, who deceives...
Needs nothing more, nor less... than the Soul that he receives...
The Body...still owns, all that the Soul commands...
But only the Heart, Itself,...can answer those demands...

If the Heart is Dead, but can still beat Fire and Blood
The Soul can still Cry for a merciful Judge. . .
The Soul,

...in ALL Atrocity...
...awaits that Answer...

The Reply:
Call it Religious...
...the rest is a |blur!|