is this what it is to be an adult?
i hopelessly cling to the tattered shreds of my childhood
while i worry about "grown up stuff"
i cant afford to live like i used to
mommy used to spoil me
now i live in poverty
daddy was an asshole
now im turning into him
why is it that every time i try to grow up
i get younger
and every time i try and preserve my youth
i wind up having maturity forced upon me

this is the crappiest write ive ever done, dont bother commenting, it belongs in the rant section