"Deep Inside"

Suicidal fantasies, homocidal dreams,
Over-looked desperate measures, wasted self esteem.

Another worthless kid, being all that I can be.
It doesnt matter if I hurt, because I wont let you see.

Endless possibilities, obvious probabilities.
Tattered and torn emotions, now locked deep inside of me.

Hating that I want to care, not caring that I hate,
But, anyhow, it's over, I've been left mentally raped.

Don't want to move, don't want to breath.
I'm dying on the outside, and rotting underneath.

Prone to lies and betrayel, voluntarily treated like shit.
Always taking the fall, But now I want to quit.

It was a failed commitment, where trust was always lost.
Now I'm killing all my emotions, no matter what the cost.