I'd grab a knife and cut you to pieces,
But even after it all, the tension never releases.
I'd watch you bleed and slowly die,
Then I would bite your lip and kiss you goodbye.
No one can love you the way that I do,
Never have you felt something so plain and so true.
I stabbed you a hundred times just so you knew,
That no one could ever love you, the way that I do.

Your face was pale and white, but you looked up at me,
It was haunting to see your eyes all lit up like a Christmas tree.
There was blood everywhere and all over the floor,
And yet you just giggled and told me "stop, no more."
All I could do was stab the knife into the ground,
As I listened to that horrible, giggling sound.
We were both soaked in blood and I stared into your eyes,
You spoke, "What's the matter love, don't look so surprised!"

Quickly you grabbed the knife and threw it to the side,
And then I started to suffocate you, or at least I tried.
But you just kept laughing and caressed my head,
"Wouldn't you rather fuck me than kill me?" you said.
I've killed you so many times; I can't count them on my hands,
But it seems that I'll be forever bound to you and your demands.
So I suppose this is how it will always be, but oh how I abhor,
Being your fucking little play toy and your filthy god damn whore.

Once long ago, I think I was infatuated with you and your ways,
But as I changed it seemed you did too, over the many sad days.
What happened to us, where did it all go wrong?
Or maybe we never realized we were fakes all along?
I've lost myself in this painful torment and it seems you have too,
Surely you must love to hate me the way I love to hate you?
God you're so filthy, god we're so fucking twisted and disgusting,
We're so fucked up that we can never be fixed with any re-adjusting.

I'm bleeding everywhere but we know the blood isn't mine,
Tell me where this feeling is and with your blood I'll draw a line.
Dismember me entirely if that's what it is going to take,
I just don't want to live in this lie, with this feeling alone and awake.
I'll purify us both, I know it's what you want and need,
You don't have to be afraid; together we'll do the gory deed.
I know I can't kill you, but we both know you could consume me,
Eat me alive and let me destroy myself to end all of our misery.

You're my sorrow and you're all that I've ever known,
And you may be with me now, but I've always felt alone.
You laughed and you giggled, but you finally said, “okay”,
And then told me that we'd eviscerate my heart that very same day.
After a day passed, you came back to me and gave a feral grin,
Then pressed yourself against me and put my hands against your skin.
You kissed me like a filthy little whore and pushed me against the wall,
Then before I knew what was happening, you stopped and began to fall.

Abruptly you collapsed onto the cold, wooden floor,
And your eyes turned white and empty and you were no more.
I looked down, then tore the blade out of my chest,
Then I laid my head against your still-warm breast.
I clung to your body, which began to slowly grow cold,
You were so revolting inside, but you were still beautiful to behold.
Soon we'll both die and I'll be with you then,
Do not despair Love, we shall meet again