your expose

bam
thud
sound the firing and fall
you thought it was such a selfless act
taking yourself away
yet you didnt know how much pain there would be

taking pills you thought would help
cutting yourself so you might ease the pain
drinking the liquids you thought might bring laughs

you took a simple way out
you took the easy road
seeing a turn you took it
not seeing the end

buring you dead bones
seeing your family
seeing the pain they go through
tears and blood mixed
all of the days you had
all of the times that are gone
all of the laughs and smiles disappeared

wanting to go back to that day
could i do different
could i tell you more
what could i do