"Three Kisses And A Smile"

This is when I know, He did not care, Not at all
And, I wish I could Kill myself, Right after this fall
So, I miss the kisses and the hugs he gave
He'll be missing Mine too, When he is standing on my grave
Fuck him, Fuck this, I don't need My heart
He and I is what He tore Apart
So I have problems, So I'm Insane
Its not my fault, I did not ask for this pain
This poems not about him, It's about me Screwing up
It's not that he is a player, It's that I'm a Fuck up
I should just slice my wrist, and end my pitty crys
And even tho he hurt me, Apart of me still dies
Soo now what do I have, Nothing i can see
Theres only one I can count on, and It's only me
Now hear I am on this earth, But not for very Long
Three Kisses and A Smile, For tomarrow I'll be gone