Chrisopher, Please

I ask you,
I asked you time and time again,
repeatedly,
I specifically siad "Christopher, dont forget about me".
"Please"


I had no faith that you would not comply,
to this simple request that would salvage you and I.


"Please, please, dont leave me behind."

Now that you've gone,
Im the farthest thing from your mind.


I siad, "Christopher, my angel, my reason to live,
Please.
Ive given you all that I have to give."


And as you left, walked out the door with my
heart, self-worth, and self-esteem,
I dilluted the emotions with numbing, controling substances of crystalline.