perfect man?

is there such a thing as a perfect man?
if there is, then where is mine?
this guy is far from perfect.
he doesnt understand what he cant do when he has aiden.
i cant allow him to do that.
aiden means so much more to me.
i feel that if something happened to aiden while he was with michael, it would be my fault.
now, that i know the truth
i cant let michael have him.
i dont feel comfortable.
i never did!
i feel horrible taking michael away from aiden.
i feel horrible taking aiden away from michael.
im scared aiden might hate me for taking michael away.
he wont know who his daddy is.
i feel like im being a bad mother.
i just have to prevent what could happen.
i cant allow michael to do that when he has the baby.
so, where is the perfect man?
or is there such a thing?



*Aiden is my son*
*Michael is Aidens daddy*