He said,
He said he loved me.
But how?
We have known eachother
for maybe 5 months.
And we talk all the time.
Before this,
I felt like, I was nothing to him.
Just another stupid girl.
He told me He loved me,
But I said nothing back.
I went stiff. I laughed,
And said whatever,
He said
"Think what you want"
All I said was,
I'll talk to ya later.
And that was it.
How could he love me?
Maybe this is real,
He knows everything about me
Inside and out
My ups and downs.
He knows about the cutting,
and helps me throught the day.
He knows every sec.
of my pass,
And does not judge me
For it, any of it.
And his kisses are soo gentle,
Soft and warm,
Like there only for me.
I dunno, He is a guy,
And I grew up knowing
Never to trust a guy.
Sometimes, there sweetest words
Can be filled with deadly posion.
And a few word,
can kill apart of you.
He will never know, how I feel.
He is my friend,
And thats all it's going to be.
I'll forget what he said,
Forget my own feelings
As well.
Forget, He loves me.
Just forget.