My worst Day ever.
By Blacken_Heart
My grandmother Died yesterday
And i still dunno how to take it
Yea, I've been crying
I mean. She took care of me
I love her
She is like my mother
And after she got old
I took care of her.
LOL, she gave me,
My first Smoke.
A salam.
She was one of the,
Only people I ever loved
And now she is Gone
It has not really hit me yet.
I'm soo pissed right now.
I can't be in the ceramony,
Cuz I dunno the fucking pryer.
U see,
We are Muslam.
And I was reised american.
But I fucken too care of her.
Thats shit.
They better fucking hope
I don't mess up there fucking
Ceramony.
But. I mad cuz I love her
And I will always Love her.
and never forget her.
Tata, I love you like hell
And always will.
(my grandma died yesterday. And i had to write something down. just for
her. I love her. She died at 81. She was a crazy woman. And i love her
for that. thats whole thing is true tho. how they wont let me in the ceramony.
Thats shit! Tata, I love you. And always will. And I remember everything.
Always and Forever.)
Comments on "My worst Day ever."
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On Saturday, August 5, 2006, the dried flower
(67) wrote:
i like this poem, i like how you express you feeling and talk about good memories. it is a bunch of bullshit that they wont let you in the ceremony, i would be pissed too. just because you speek english does not mean you don't love her as much as every on
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On Thursday, May 6, 2004, K_Love
(525) wrote:
I'm sorry hun. Everything will heal with time.. Hopefully, very emotional write, I'm glad you posted it. ~Kirsten~
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On Thursday, May 6, 2004, flying_fox
(571) wrote:
I'm so sad for you... there's a bond between us and our grandma's that is like nothing else. Remember her with love and she will know she is in your heart whether you're in a ceremony or not. *hugs*