My Indecision

By BellaDonna

Why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear

Cuz I don't even know
where I wanna go on this road
and time seems to drag by so slow
because of all of the things that I'm needing to know
but then I don't wanna see time
fly by
since I can't seem to make a decision
seeking out the elusive wisdom
and freedom of maturity
torn between the younger and the older me
such is my gemini indecisivness
can't decide if I have been cursed or blessed

So tell me why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear

The water's just so murky in this end of my pond
I just wanna swim away and get far beyond
all this confusion, I don't know what to do
I'm asking you to give me a clue
do you have any ideas at all, I'm taking suggestions
anything to stop these constant questions
just you're typical tortured youth
and nothing I do can seem to sooth
the struggle and the animosity
welling up and over flowing out of me
now I believe
that I have become my own worst enemy

So please tell me
Why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear
Oh what am I gonna do- about you- my- dear

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Copyright 2004 BellaDonna
Published on Sunday, April 25, 2004.     Filed under: "Lyrics"
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  • ShadowFlight On Tuesday, May 4, 2004, ShadowFlight (105)By person wrote:

    Interesting. I wonder, does everybody have their "mirror song"? Not everybody puts it into words as well as you, though

  • Daegonna On Monday, April 26, 2004, Daegonna (27)By person wrote:

    I agree with Lucifiel it is really great... ~Daegonna~

  • BellaDonna On Sunday, April 25, 2004, BellaDonna (5)By person wrote:

    Thankyou,I'm a little surprised you've already seen it, I just posted it 10 minutes ago-but I'm glad,like I said thankyou~BellaDonna

  • A former member wrote: this is a really great write! It has so much emotion.. I love it. ºLucifielº

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