My Indecision

Why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear

Cuz I don't even know
where I wanna go on this road
and time seems to drag by so slow
because of all of the things that I'm needing to know
but then I don't wanna see time
fly by
since I can't seem to make a decision
seeking out the elusive wisdom
and freedom of maturity
torn between the younger and the older me
such is my gemini indecisivness
can't decide if I have been cursed or blessed

So tell me why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear

The water's just so murky in this end of my pond
I just wanna swim away and get far beyond
all this confusion, I don't know what to do
I'm asking you to give me a clue
do you have any ideas at all, I'm taking suggestions
anything to stop these constant questions
just you're typical tortured youth
and nothing I do can seem to sooth
the struggle and the animosity
welling up and over flowing out of me
now I believe
that I have become my own worst enemy

So please tell me
Why am I still sitting here
Looking at myself dumbfoundely in the mirror
It sure as hell ain't helping make anything clear
Oh what am I gonna do about you my dear
Oh what am I gonna do- about you- my- dear