All Alone

Well I'm sitting here,
Trying to forget my past.
Lookin for a way,
Deep into the darkness.

I hear a slight buzz,
My mind is raceing with thoughts.
How come everything I had,
Was lost so fast.

The buzzing comes closer,
I open my blood shot eyes.
I'm trying to see threw the darkness,
To find answers to the lies.

I seem to find nothing,
Then it hits me.
I know the reason,
That I cannot see.

A small light turns on,
My bedside lamp.
I feel my cheeks,
They're so damp.

As I pull away my fingers,
All I see is blood.
How can this be,
I never cried for love.

I look up,
Seeing things that aren't there.
Your riding a horse,
Seeming to fly threw the air.

Then once again your gone,
Replaced by a small fly.
I sigh and turn off the light,
Then lay back in your lie.

Crying myself to sleep,
I slowly drift off.
My dreams are crazy,
About you being pissed off.

Goodnight