Melancholy Mutation

By Juggalotus

Better than it used to be
This false reality
What heppened to me?
Used to feel and thrive
Myself, now hardly alive
Lost the pain I once loved
No more fear, no more drive
Can't feel bad
Can't feel pathetic
Borderline
Schitzophrenic
Just don't understand
Robbed of all feeling
Cut off my right hand
And hang from the ceiling
I don't know shit anymore
I a girl likes me
Is she a whore?
I just don't see
Anything in me
Righteousness
And Humility
Why can't I be
How I used to?
Rather feel pain
than false happiness
I've been slain
Ignorance is bliss
Something's wrong
I don't like this
Bliss is horrible
I want it gone

I'd rather be in pain than feel
happiness through my ignorance.

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Copyright 2004 Juggalotus
Published on Tuesday, March 9, 2004.     Filed under: "Poetry"
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  • A former member wrote: i agree with Urban, the last verse was very well written. Ignorance, being bliss, I dont see why more people aren't happy... Understanding kills the ghost.

  • BleedSilver On Tuesday, March 16, 2004, BleedSilver (298)By person wrote:

    Yes...now those are some lyrics...they go along well with a song I was listening to. Keep writing stuff like this, it relays your confusion about why you feel happy all of the sudden instead of regular.

  • A former member wrote: Well done, keep writing.... I see occurring geniousness.

  • urbanhumility On Tuesday, March 9, 2004, urbanhumility (1175)By person wrote:

    striking and intelligent last line.......you have spoken well here...........urban

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