Chaos Void

Mother Understanding, I cry out in confusion 
I've severed all ties to this conscious illusion
A feeling of sadness, hollow inside
or maybe this void is now part of my mind
But forward in time, like forever must feel
for a brand new tomorrow before it's revealed
in an endless state of bliss, must continue to breathe
knowing forever the deeper I seek.
As I fade in the light of my infinite self
you all become more like something much less...
A de-evolution of spirit and heart
A failed human race, extinct from the start.