a dark place

awake with nothing to abate the raging agony running through my veins
convicted for my listless soul, the thoughts i had are left for people to delineate
the little drops pricking my eyes are becoming heavier and i get up with an urge i can't restrain
i reach for the only thing i had left, incisive yet warm to the touch
the little remorse i had left in me turned stagnant as the familiar feeling returned to my broken vessel
looking up from the acrid smell i find myself rambling in my own dark night
lost in the beauty surrounding me that I felt like I couldn't even control my own feet, It's like it was guiding me around. As it was taking me slowly to an even darker place and I couldn't turn back.
I was consumed by curiosity and fear
and humming lullabies that it seemed like only I could hear
i reach the end of the line over a bottomless hill and everything i ever held dear seemed to vanish into the night
as i step closer my corpse felt free for the first time
then i'm falling, falling with no ground to stop my fall