Suicidal 1

enslaved and overlooked
enraged and overbooked.

crooked smiles
crooked trials
ancient rivals..

life has taken its toll
tried its hardest to torment me
came and reaped havoc on my soul.
I have been socially pressured and mentally measured.

I have seen the world go artificially insane
disillusioned and authentically I try and abstain.
mentally you can find my through the looking Glass.
nervous breakdown i managed to surpass
it's dark down there
that hole is so deep
that voice of madness so loud you can't hear a peep

silently. . ........

vomiting violently

ahhhhhh ... that feels so much better.
glad that's out of my system.

self diagnosing.. I just cant stand the symptoms.

you can create your own reality with a positive mentality.