True Quality

Your quality is your worth
you might be equal at birth
but that is soon to change 
I mean just look at the range 
The range from rich to poor 
Will i live in a castle 
Will I stay on the floor
It frightens me to the core
I cant do this anymore

My mom tells me im special 
Society tells me im a waste 
My classes are so hard I copy and paste
Even if I cheated my quality will grow 
All that matters is i passed 
thats all anybody cares to know 

But if I fail and I dont get bigger 
My only option is to pull the trigger 
No not on a gun 
thats not in any way fun
But a metephoric trigger 
A trigger in my brain 
maybe it will even help stop my pain
I don't want to cheat I only want to learn 
But it gets harder and harder
as the days start to turn
All i ever wanted was to be a good quality