The Bells of the Abbey: Ten Years Past
By rwb35
Once did I speak to the prophet
his words of melancholy and despair
Rang freely in my wind chaffed ears
Once did I speak to the messiah
his visions of silence and dischord
Cleft my soul like an ice cold blade...
...did we stoop to sing, did we break to dream,
as the screams were blocked by the tolling of the Abbey bells...
Here in the sudden silence of these endless shadows
the monks, who speak in sullen whispers
Know the voice of my very soul
they have listened
just outside the confessional door
and I left them slack-jawed
and empty eyed.
Electric was this cellophane charged city night
my only solace
the tender cleft of a whore's breast
Only there might escape
the ghosts that haunt my brain
Only there was I as invisible
as tears in rain...
...did we pray for belief, did we cry for relief,
while the sinners mocked, as the faithful flocked
to the tolling of the Abbey bells...
Somewhere in the distance
I heard the monks chanting
And thinking it was my mind ranting
I fled to the world outside
I, the criminal of the cause
Sometimes called saint
Sometimes called heretic
the names mean nothing to me now
And the wanted posters say
"Look for the man with the haunted eyes
hermetic by nature, prophetic by design"
My sentence all too clear
Twenty years to life
a prisoner of my own mind
victim of the sublime touch...
...did we seek comfort in the night, did we fall victim to second sight
as we ran in fright of the tolling of the Abbey bells...
Now I lay stranded on the wayward path
once a child of the night, but that's ten years past
Only dark tradition and a season of sedition remain
with the future unbridled and coming fast
It is cold comfort
living in the solitary beat of the Dragon's wings
with only the stars in my eyes as the nightbird sings
"Catch me, catch me if you can
I'm the one they call the magic man
And I've got rings and things that will boggle your eyes
and make your hair stand on end
baubles and taudries stolen from the king of the skies
Catch me, catch me if you can
I stand between you and the path you seek
where all you sow is what you reap
Where we can freely barter for all your sins
just one step on the moonlit path and your adventure begins"
And the fool I was,
stepped forth into the gloom
To find myself lost
where the laws of conventional reality
are all null and void
But that's all ten years past
As an initiate into that bereaved brotherhood
my hands were bound in cords of silver
Into the whirlwind of despair, the maelstrom of obscene delights
I, the seeker, was unawares cast
The piper screamed and the poet dreamed
as the jester stolidly laughed...
...did we speak to the prophet, did we hear the messiah
in that state of denial as the bells of the Abbey continue to toll...
And I ask now,
To any who might dare to listen
To any who might dare to care
Do they toll for me?