This Blackened heart 
Scars cover this flash
Pain and Darkness 
Lies and deceit 
it’s a life better off dead
the cold hurts so 
the darkness calls so loud
So much pain and misery 
inch me toward the warmth once more
towards the life I will live just to die Once more
Again and again never ending never changing 
Hatred Anger Violence and Distain 
The mirror shows the truth we bury so deep 
No righting of these wrongs no turning back 
Some lines once crossed can never be 
I watch the demons laugh as the miles pass
I see the devil grinning as he  looks at soul he took so long ago