Self Loathing
By BloodyMercy
Dissolution of the darkest thoughts
I find myself wishing for them again
Damaged aspirations of a future untold
And then the play unfolds
Coming on as a vortex of misery, hate and vengeance
I seek to abolish the light in their eyes
descending on the brightest of thoughts like a thief in the night
pillaging the thoughts of hope and self-fulfilling prophecy
Abandoning the visage of a common man
taking on the image of an earnest friend
delectable hatred garnering the respect of the soon to be fallen
I will rise to the apex of their dreams
Leaving them begging for grace, mercy and penance
no idea that what they have created
formed from their ignorance
They’ll be left looking for answers as to why…
When they look in the mirror searching for the answers
they will be left with one image
the haunting and subversive portrayal of
ME.
Author's Note:
For the moments when hating yourself isn't enough.Comments on "Self Loathing"
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A former member wrote:
I felt strangely connected to this. Very uncheerful thoughts indeed, but I liked it. Thanks for sharing.
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On Tuesday, April 21, 2015, BloodyMercy
(64) wrote:
Uncheerful indeed. Thank you for reading, I am glad you enjoyed.