Written 03/11/15 - finished 03/14/15

Beyond the bilayer you have seen
Now a witness to all my filthy and unclean
I've given you the power to cause pain
If me you did hurt I would not blame 
Next to you I can't conceal 
You are tuned into all i feel
I hide but me you find
Oh how wish to this flesh you were blind
I push and pull 
Please just let me make another hole
The underneath exposed 
For the next cut I am posed 
But you come with a needle and thread
Trying to sow up the holes so that no more life leaks out of that which is dead
So much do I fear
When to this body you are near
Is your love and passion like a flower
Blooming only for a mid-day hour
How I want it to be true 
But I could never wish the mess that is me on you