Houdini

Watch me make my feelings disappear then drown in my tears. Gasping for air, I need to breathe, he locked me in a chamber; you see? My hands tied behind my back, you all watch as he pulls out a flask. I gargle alcohol but regurgitate it fast. My lungs are filling with liquids, I'm locked in. Am I alive or am I non exisitant? I'm numb in this box, I can't feel. Houdini's locked me up, I'm sealed.