Frozen Template
By The lost and the found
Life A meaning never fitting, sound and image, how profuse is the concept
in which we wander and squanderer through our limitless time.
Save me.Some might add, “take me away” some Cry to the sobbing sky
as its grim gray light bestows upon us reflexion, knowledge, as well as
ignorance. Distancing what's a must and what's not, should I Cry in desolate
emptiness as my emotions rise as one or should I succumb to reason? But,
before I choose, I should ask my self: Is my heart a soul or just a muscle,
is my mind just an organ or can I call it something that transcends all
the above? Truly I don't know. Surely I don't have a clue on what or how
should my ontological reaction should be.
All I know is, that I'm trying to bewilder and galvanize the temporary
sorrow that broadness me in this life time. And how showing or at least
not being able to demonstrate any emotions helps or destroys me.
A bit of metaphoric circles decorate my confused reasoning, as how Ice
stops peacefully the flowing of liquid matter, as how a memory is an Ice
template that captures the essence of energy condensing it as a solid.
My best description of my self at this time is a frozen template, Una lapida
de Hielo, carente de vivacidad no por el hecho de lo ocurrido sino, por
el hecho de confusión óntica, como, racionalmente, llego a frenar mi
tumulto y hasta, llego a poner en nudo mis emociones. Será, por que no
merezco sentir de ninguna manera algo, porque mi desesperación no me permite
la tarea.Vacío... no siento, bastedad tampoco siento. Un equilibrio benigno
capaz y tenaz, que me atormenta nace de soberbia, nace de fuerza camuflada
en huida. Gritos al silencio perspicaces llenos de pavor te avisan de mi
querer. Como si todo esto a resumidas cuentas fuera un frenesí with out
boundaries denotando la espaciosidad del mundo y la mundanidad del espacio.
Relegando al final de este camino un adiós certero.