"WHEN I'M SOBER"

What do I do with this silence?
When its killing me, it's deafening,
And I am too tired, to learn...

And what do I do with this hate?
Always filling me, suffocating,
The flame to the fire, I burn,

              
  "You don't have to be afraid,    
  There's nothing left to fear,  
  Now I don't feel anything, 
  and darkness only disappears,"
           When I'm sober....

What do I do with this time?
Taunting me until I can't see,
The meaning to life, the same,

What can I do to forget you?
The best of me, is now empty,
You turned my desire, to shame,
            
                  
  You don't have to be afraid,   
   There's nothing left to fear, 
  Now I don't feel anything,
   and darkness only disappears,
           When I'm sober,

               
I remember everything,
Tried forgetting anything,
This broken house isn't a home,

Echoing inside my head,
Exactly what she finally said,
As she left me all alone....


    You don't have to be afraid,
    Theres nothing left to fear,
    Even if I can't feel a thing,
    And it rarely disappears,

                even when I'm sober.....