I sit on my stairs
Watching the rain fall down
So much like the tears on my face
The sky is stormy and loud
It represents my hate

The rain dampens my hair.
Your words damage my faith.
Why are you trying so hard to make me turn away?
I only wanted you to be ok.

I close my eyes to think
My thoughts that are so deep
Why can't you understand my ways?
I only wanted you to be ok
Don't you realize I'm afraid?

I want something I can never reach
I can't fully be conscience of the world around me
Nothing seems real anymore
Everything seems fake

I'm not a person anymore
I only feel pain
My greatest fear is happening
I'm lost in a world with no hope...

It's not your fault I'm crying
The rain keeps falling
It gives me the strengh to go

Here on my porch
Surrounded by dark and cold
Invigorating rain falls before my eyes
I know.. I am finally home.