Im an honest man so to be straightforward

I can’t help but to tell so many passive lies,
To hide the insecurities that I hide deep,
Inside

some times I feel as if I have no friends
And some times I feel that’s okay
But other time I feel like that is what is tearing away
My soul

I don’t ever want to feel like I did that day I lost my self

Trying to numb this ach in my heart,
I was in love once but it wasn’t real
I think it was also another passive lie
Or maybe I like to think of it as a lie.

What makes it okay to blame some thing else

My mistakes, my insecurities cripple me

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I feel so take comfort in talking to this wall