Lost in my Mind

By BloodyMercy

Lost in my thoughts,
seemingly drowning in my own mind.
Looking for a way out,
I’m seeing that it’s hard to find.
My final resignation seems so very near,
yet life has just begun again.

I’m lost…
I’m drowning….
I’m broken…. again.

The ultimate fix is what I seek,
the answer to all that has become dark within me.
So fleetingly I glimpse euphoric light,
yet it just fades away,
another day of endless nights.

I’m lost…
I’m drowning….
I’m broken…. again.

Forever muddling through time,
everything always barely out of reach.
Even this wretched breath with which I speak.

I’m lost…
I’m drowning….
I’m broken…. again.

All lost in a voiceless mind.
I’m lost in the absence of my mind,
I’m drowning in my self-inflicted pit of despair.
I’m broken, just fragments, it’s all I have left here.

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Copyright 2014 BloodyMercy
Published on Wednesday, November 20, 2013.     Filed under: "Depressed" and "Poetry"
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  • Intoxicating Delirium On Thursday, February 27, 2014, Intoxicating Delirium (275)By person wrote:

    I love the hopelessness of this... It has such a nice flow to it too, is it a song? Great write :)

  • BloodyMercy On Friday, February 28, 2014, BloodyMercy (64)By person wrote:

    It was originally meant as a song, that didn't pan out for this one. I wrote this quite a long time ago. .. unfortunately the hopelessness hasn't ever completely disappeared. Thanks for the read.

  • A former member wrote: truly comes from the deep recesses of your mind-Mrk

  • BloodyMercy On Friday, February 21, 2014, BloodyMercy (64)By person wrote:

    Thanks for the read.

  • A former member wrote: Nice work! keep it up

  • BloodyMercy On Friday, February 21, 2014, BloodyMercy (64)By person wrote:

    Thanks.. .welcome to DP.

  • PoetessDarkly On Saturday, February 8, 2014, PoetessDarkly (700)By person wrote:

    such melancholy words... wonderful write

  • BloodyMercy On Saturday, February 8, 2014, BloodyMercy (64)By person wrote:

    Thank you.

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