A letter to you

To the one I love,
   
  You have saved me from all the pain, shielded my heart when needed. I can't thank you enough for what you have done. You are my everything. I need you in life now, I need you in my life always and forever I will need you. You complete me and my whole being. I want you to stay in my life always and forever. I can't be without you, all those nights we spent talking and connected heart by heart. I want that it last forever. I need to have you in my being always and forever I want to be your girl. No, I want to be your wife. No I want to be the mother of your children. I can't go on a single day without you being in my life. 

   For all of the days that we spent together, I always turned to you. I need you to be in my life. I will always be there for you, baby boy I want to be with you forever, I need to have you now. You will always be the love of my life. Even if you give your heart to another you will always have my gift of given innocence. I wanted you to have it after those three words we spoke so silently. The feeling of your lips on mine, bill I can't bear it anymore. I need you now. I want to feel your embrace. I cannot describe what you mean to me. It's 
Ike there is no real essence to my body and being without you. 
  
   I really mean it when I say those words to you. As a letter from my heart, these words that I cannot speak I want you to have them always and forever. Because you can always ignore and forget my words. You can only throw away a paper that I can always keep giving you. I just want to know how you feel, how you are. How you will be when I tell you that I'm not the same girl you used to know. I'm more mature I'm even more intelligent. Even when it comes to my emotions; I've found ways...better ways to control them. You wouldn't believe me when I tell you that this is the me now. Everything that you have said that we argued little things over, they stuck. I want to tell you thank you. 

   I am still at heart the same little girl that you met in 2008 but I've grown up. Just like you kept telling me to do. I've finally grown up. I don't need you to hold my hand, I need you to hold me up and I will hold you up the same. I want to be a pair, a set, an item, the best there ever was. Bill, I am ready to take that step and make us be the best. I am ready to make us be a couple. I am ready to let this just be. You and I. There is nothing that will hold us back anymore. I'm letting the past go and grabbing my future. 

   Together we can be one. Bill you are my everything. My only, I love you with all that I am. I can't imagine being without the one person that means the most to me. I'm in love with you. All and true I am in love with you. I picture the best things that can happen to us, and all the worst. We have gotten through the hardest times together; we can do it all. You are the everything to me. I may be repeating the words over and over, but you have no idea how much you really mean to me. 

   Have you ever gotten up and wondered about how I am. Every single day I get up and wonder how you are even if you are right next to me. Bill I want to be the mother if your kids. Carry them in me like I carry your heart in mine. I can't get you out of my head. I never want to let you leave my head. You know what you mean to me and that is all that matters to me. All that matters is that I have you and I don't ever want to let you go.