This isn't supposed to happen

By Angramis

I sit here
alone
in the mild light
candles gleaming
flickering
just listening to music
thinking of you
clearly I can't stop
thinking of you
I want this all
i just need you
left behind
the picture of you
slowly fades
dulls and lulls away from
away from brightness
this is the hardest thing
I need you
this isn't supposed to happen
not like this
i don't think I can go on without
not without you
no baby not like this
everything I feel
everything I want
it's you
it's you
it's you I can't go on without you

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Published on Monday, January 13, 2014. Filed under: "Poetry"

Comments on "This isn't supposed to happen"

On Saturday, January 18, 2014, Angramis (21) wrote:

thank you for the words of advice. ive loved a few people, in this life. there are still people that i cannot get over even after all these years. ive lost a few friends, more than a few. but i have lost more than i care to actually admit. i hide myself behind walls of pen and paper. music and my sister are my only real friends. theres more things that i try to hide. i know more things about life than i care to admit, im not a perfect person nor do i try to be, the words you have left on my work mean alot, thank you
On Thursday, January 16, 2014, Damon Tarloth (142) wrote:

I have been dealt my fair share of pain. We all lose someone that we were in love with, but there are so many people out there to meet and fall in love with again. When you meet your next love, that wouldn't of been possible if the other relationship had not fallen apart. If that new love ends then we meet someone else and so on. The more you meet, the more you grow as a person. After being in love multiple times, if given the chance to be with the first one again, it probably would not be near as great as you have grown as a person and found other people, other traits, other personalities, and many other reasons that made you fall in love with them, that your previous love might not of had. Without the pain of lost love, we wouldn't appreciate and be on such a high when we find love again...